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| I'm so sorry for letting everyone down, especially the people I go to school with. If it was up to me you wouldn't have to rely on me for anything, so that I couldn't disappoint you. What am I waiting for? Why am I throwing everything away?
It's like I've just given up, and I can't find motivation to do anything- so I don't. I've never felt so empty and vacant. Everything is so...difficult. It's so hard just getting out of bed everyday and having to go through the motions of a "normal" day, when the last thing I feel is "normal". Or maybe I'm just sick of pretending.
Everything that was me a couple of months ago, is just... gone. I'm having an existential identity crisis. My timing couldn't have been more horrible. I'm pissing grade 12 away.
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| Meeting Mr. Nakawatase today. I don't do the whole meeting the parents thing, but I figure, what the heck.
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| I've been having these urges to bake lately. I need to satisfy 'em.
Also, I really do think you're a cutie : ) Thanks for that phone call, it really made me smile.
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| McRib sandwiches are the biggest rip off known to man. That was fucking gross...
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| I woke up today feeling restive. It feels like I need something to do, but I've got nothing.
Anxiety attacks, coffee, books, music, and Siweon. This is what my life consists of these days
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